Post by Gwendolyn Massey on Jul 16, 2016 21:49:21 GMT -6
Lackluster..
Once again, it was the feeling that I had when I had my opposition tapping out to the ‘ Joker’s calling ‘ . It was a shame, not because I was expecting more from this man who has went around claiming to be something that he could not live up to. Yes, masses, we once again proved someone out to be more hype than anything else. Craig Anderson, a man who went into something knowing what he was getting into. Unlike Rayne or anyone else who may or may not have the displeasure of facing me – attempted to do his best, but his best was not enough.
Standing over the man who was attempting to recover, the look on my features did not tell the whole story. I was becoming frustrated, I felt my motivation slipping away each and every passing moment..
“ Was this the best I was going to get? “
“ Was anyone going to honestly be ‘ fun ‘ enough to challenge here? “
“ Will I have any interest in anyone here? “
If Craig would’ve used underhanded tactics to win, did people expect for me to ‘ flip my shit ‘ ? To honestly invest words on garbage at that point? No. This win, this victory has placed me in the running for something that isn’t being talked about enough. That isn’t picking up speed as most fans would’ve thought. Three participants have punched their tickets to Heatstroke to face one another for this mysterious item that is being hidden in the confines of this case. For the winner, it could potentially mean a push.. for others, just a spot on the card. Sad to be so blunt about it.. but we all know.. there can only be one winner in matches that involve more than well.. do I need to say more?
Looking back on it. I as I was walking up the ramp, I could hear in the crowd the fans reaction to it. They were impressed but were left wanting more. They wanted that Lady Joker that they have seen time in and time out. They wanted that woman who went out there and showed up and showed out. It was a double edged sword to be honest – in the sense that with this, when it does happen.. they will not see it coming but of course, it all hangs on the when.
Even in the same night, words were exchanged with a woman who has her head so far up in the clouds that she cannot see what is right in front of her. Hazy after having all of these blankets thrown over her when she was down and out – attempting to crawl and fight her way out of that shit. It is not new in VoW, it is not something uncommon for people to run to the aid of someone whom they may or may not like just to let them know to keep your head up or I hope things will get better!
That bullshit..
What I did, the words that came from my mouth not only hit a nerve but proved a point when it came down to that woman. She needs to open her eyes real quick and let reality slap her in the face. No friendship can protect you from the world – this fucker was systematically created to fuck you and leave you to think about what IT did.. no kiss afterwards and no breakfast in bed. A sad truth but one that has been needed to be said for a while now. Was it because I saw a little bit of myself in her? Knowing what it feels like to be so close and just miss the point but a split second? Yes. The only difference is.. I didn’t have people want to shield me, I had to go through the bullshit and that has helped mold me.
Maybe, that is the reasoning behind why I am not so worried about the upcoming ‘ match ‘ that I have to deal with. Three individuals with their own different tales which are completely different from my own. One, trying to fight to prove to the world that they belong. The other, trying to fight not only themselves but trying to figure out what mask they will wear today. Then you have the third one.. that’s it. No disrespect of course. Each and every one of them may or may not know their roles but in truth.. I don’t even care. All I see are people who are placed in a cluster fuck to fill a spot on the card. Unfortunately for them, I plan on continuing my winning streak all the way past Heatstroke! That is where their tales and mine end.. no more and no less..
NO ONE places fear in the heart of the Lady Joker..
NO FACTION makes me walk on my toes due to their ‘ inabilities ‘
NO FORMER glory will intimidate me or sway my intentions on knocking anyone out..
That is the way this story has been going for the last couple of years.. in truth, it is the opposite because I have never had to pull any of my punches, there was no one person who could censor me from saying what needed to be said.. and I intend on keeping it that way. Craig Anderson couldn’t stop me from getting this position, I refuse to allow three people who were mismatched and placed into something at random allow for their stories to overshadow the one that I, me, The Lady Joker, to make shine brighter than the rest of them.. regardless of how the others who are fighting for their position.. or those who already have theirs feel.
Yes, I have felt like I have been treated like a low class warrior. I have felt like I have been thrown bones just to see which one will catch so ‘ people ‘ can know what to do with me next. Sadly, that is not the case. There is no ‘ know ‘. Here in VoW, it is in the fucking V.. Visionary. Fuckers without a vision for themselves shouldn’t be here. Those who cannot for the life of them, see where they may be and exceed that by actually doing better. THAT is why I came here. THAT is why I have set my sights on individuals that I either want to make see things in a different light or just want to utterly beat down.
Can the same be said about those I am going to be in the ring with? What will you all say towards the end of your tales? Will you go out of your way to single out one person so that you can catch their attention? Will you be more focused on another task that has no fucking right being even mentioned? Or.. my favorite.. will you talk about your inability to want to give a fuck because you don’t have any more to give to ‘ peasants ‘ ?
Oh, how is that the fun part about our industry.. everyone has something smart to say out of their mouths until someone punches them in it. With myself being no exception.. I can promise you.. at the end of my tale.. I will once again be putting everyone on notice. I will be defeating the woman who believes that it is okay to cradle the fence. I will defeat the man who is a former champion in his own right and I will defeat someone who believes that name calling is a source of strength and not a fucking insult.. you dumbass..
It is.. just that simple, actually…
When was the last time that I had fun? When was the last time I was really able to let my hair down and just enjoy life? Between working two promotions, attempting to get myself into a championship title match and in turn.. trying to get my name out there in a place that stays to themselves within reason – because apparently, you can scream where you came from and people actually give dig in their pockets to throw the single fuck they were saving, if you are liked; I digress though. Getting back on topic, that is something that I have not had the opportunity to do in a long time. Qualifying for a case that could hold something that I truly do not even want to be bothered with, having to explain to a woman that I am not the woman that could hand her.. well, her own ass with easy.. but I was a close damn second. Now, trying to appeal for a championship title match that was stripped away from me due to the fact that everyone knew I was more than prepared on that night.
When I ask you.. when!?
At times, I have always felt like this world was being controlled by someone who was writing it as it went. Almost like the comic books that I read all the time growing up and even now. I wouldn’t go as far as to the multiverse idea that both DC and Marvel love exploring but I will use the term continuity. Almost to say that it doesn’t mean jack shit that you’ve done in another timeline.. but this one.. this is how shit goes.. SO to speak.
Maybe that is why I feel like I haven’t had an opportunity to just relax in a long time. Granted, hanging out with those who are in this with me is one thing.. but what about those who are there but not there? Those people that we pretend do not exists until they need to? Maybe that is why I get so annoyed by these people who want to broadcast their every move on social media? Maybe that is why I get so triggered when people seem to forget the original reason they were placed in this fucked up world.
We see so many people come in and leave without enjoying themselves, we all become so engulfed in our work to where we become bitter and the slightest happiness from someone else.. it just irritates us to our very cores. Then again, going back to the whole comic book thing.. heh.. maybe it is about time to bring someone back into the continuity, if the world is such a mystery.. and if numbers are still attached to people who claim to be your friend?
What’s the worst that can happen? Things will go back to normal in a week or two like they never ever happened in the first place? Ha! Like time moves that quick!
Even though the tag line has always been.. that everything is in black and white – that things are usually just as simple as just doing them.. not everything falls in that line. Taking one’s self from a situation and trying to understand why they are in it in the first place. Trying to see what makes their world a better place to live in on the outside but always fearing what they go through behind that closed door. These were truths that the Lady Joker had to deal with daily when people would look at her wondering, how? After everything? How can she still have the ability to just be.. well, her?
Question that will truly never be answered because no one is ready for it. Through everything, life has been crazy and hectic since the events of Fate of the Gods II. Having made her debut in convincing fashion to some, to herself? Just enough to get by and make it to the next breakthrough to correct a wrong in her books. Always so self-critical to the point that other’s opinions of her don’t equate to the one that she holds for herself. A standard that she has only met once and since, she continues to fight harder and harder to reach and surpass once again.
Though.. was there a time where people knew me as this carefree woman who just wanted to be free and live my life the way that I wanted too? Of course..
“ Lauren! Slow down! I cannot keep up with you at the pace that you are going! “, Ayana exclaimed as she was being pulled with a decent amount of force in the direction that the young blonde was heading.
Was this what I meant when I said that I wanted to let my hair down, so to speak? Of course not. At least it is something though. Between mentoring Kendall, making sure I keep up my appearance with Chava and of course, quality time with the one and only Mireya – this woman – Lauren and I have been friends for years. She was and still is somewhat of a pain to deal with seeing that she cannot sit in one spot for very long. She and I met years ago, way before my whole college accident and before I decided that this, professional fighting, was what I wanted to make a career out of. With a couple of years ahead of me, she has always been that one friend who was able to do what she wanted and no one could tell her otherwise. In a comic book sense, if I were Iron Man.. she would be my Mary Jane.. someone who has technically been there but is in and out when things do not concern her..
Why would I reach out to her now though? Isn’t that simple? I don’t need any work related reminders.. not at this moment, especially when things have been quiet on social media, no fucked up tweets from a bitch who constantly is on there and two others who.. in my opinion are better off quiet.
“ Yana! Come on! You have always been a slowpoke and I don’t mean the Pokémon either! Plus, you were the one who called me saying that you wanted to hang out, I am surprised that you didn’t see any of this coming?! “, Lauren expressed to the Lady Joker who lowered her head in defeat.. seeing that it was technically her idea for the two to meet up after some time. “ But if you insist! We can sit down so you can rest. I don’t mind.. but you owe me because we potentially may miss that sale! “
The two finding a spot close next to the shop that Lauren wanted go to, Ayana let out a big sigh which got a laugh in response to it. The two just sat there for a few moment without saying anything to each other. Whether it was because they both turned their attentions to their phones or the latter – there was a moment of silence before it was broken
“ So Lauren, how have things been with you? It has been a couple of months since the last time you and I could even hang out together. With your acting and my.. well, career choice.. heh.. “
“ Things have been alright really, getting roles comes naturally and acting them out falls in the same category. Of course, bigger and better is always around the corner for those who work their assess off like I do! As far as other things? I enjoying life honestly. Husband is happy so there is that as well. What about you? You are always up to something to the point to where no one will hear from you days at a time! “, Lauren stated with a smile on her features
“ Me? Man, where do I begin. Handling the public stuff with Chava have their moments. Though, I have always liked going to the events and just having fun at them. Kendall is a handful at times but I am doing the same thing my mentor Nekia did for me and that’s train her. She picks up quickly but with the summer ending soon, I won’t see her until her next break. When it comes down to Mireya, she and I are fine. My sisters love her and vice versa. We meet up every night now feels like when I am not out of town or something and we spend time together so.. yeah! Life is just punch on that end! “, Ayana said as she looked back down to her phone
At least she didn’t ask me about work..
“ And what about your job!? You are pulling double duty right? I mean, I support you by watching you go out there and show the world that you are awesome! “
Fuck..
“ Heh.. yeah, works is alright. At the moment, I am trying to take a break from it. You know? Hang out with you to forget about all of it! “
Smooth Ayana!
“ Why though? Like seriously? I do not know anything about the business.. so I am clueless.. “
Double Fuck!
“ I mean, what can I say? I am at the point to where I am just going to have to continue to look forward and not back. I am going to have to continue to make my name great, just like those before me – one person at a time. For instance, I have an upcoming match with some individuals who do not know me from Adam or Eve but I have a pretty good idea about who they are. You have a woman who in my opinion, needs more help than I do when it came down to figuring out who I wanted to be, coping and dealing with what I really was. Doc Vic couldn’t help everything. You then have a man who was a former champion in VoW.. a man that could go on for hours but now is one of us – attempting to redeem himself. Then, you have a guy who believes one thing while the world not only sees him as something different but one can dream, right? “ Ayana said as she paused
“ At first, I wasn’t so amped going into this.. I didn’t want to ruin something great by stepping foot into a squared circle with people I won’t even be talking about come next breakthrough – it was a waste to me.. least until I had a chance to sit back and remove myself from it all. I saw what potentially could be waiting for me at the end of the tunnel and decided to go that way. As far as you not understanding this business, somedays.. I don’t either. That’s work for you though.. just one giant cluster fuck.. “
“ I see. Ayana, do you really love what you do? I mean, coming from someone who has known you for a while. I am only asking because if this is something you actually love doing – I not only support you but I want you to know that everything will get better soon enough “, Lauren said with a big smile on her face. “ Hey, have you thought about just going on a vacation away from it all? Kicking your feet back and just enjoying yourself? I bet everyone does it! “
I highly doubt that.. in my world, a vacation would be sleeping in my own bed. Having the opportunity to sit in my own house and enjoy myself without interruption or knowing that someone would blow up my social media account.
“ Maybe one day. Right now, I don’t actually need one. Today, times like these where I can sit back and spend time with people like you.. I actually start to feel human again. Not saying that I feel like Superman or anything.. but the whole mask theory is kinda true. As people, we show a side of ourselves to the public while the true face is just watching everything from a safe place. Right now, I feel like I can just take a deep breath and know that I won’t have to put that mask back on any time soon “
“ Funny you should say that.. because I thought that was common knowledge, ha! Shut up and let’s continue shopping. I don’t need you getting into one of your modes.. you can have Mireya help you out with that! “
“ Heh.. I suppose you are right! “
I lied.
Denial..
It is the one thing on this planet that will continue to allow someone who doesn’t believe something to willingly wear rose colored glasses without any intentions on removing them in sight. It is also the one thing that will continue to have people fight for the wrong thing. It will make people do stupid shit believing that their way is the right way..
It is also something that causes an emotion that no one feels on a regular basis. It is that piercing point at the end of a blade that strike the right part of the body that causes pain.
Yet, you must be thinking, why? Why would I talk about denial?
Black Scene..
Why not? Why not talk about the thing that we all face day in and day out. Wanting something that is truth to be a lie? It is something that we all have to learn to live with one day.. but most of us.. never want that day to be today..
“ You always want things your way.. and when the world doesn’t give them to you.. you believe that you are owed something. Somewhere deep down in your mind, you want to sit there on this imaginary throne and rule with an iron fist. Sadly, you are only as good as your last fight and the way that one ended.. you have a long road ahead of you “
Those words echoed throughout the empty void and like a wildfire began to burn to the very core. These words were expressed to me when I was training. When I was that young woman who was one day hoping to become something interesting. I was not looking for great. I was not looking for better than average. I was looking for unique and yet.. it felt like I wasn’t going anywhere. Looking up at the woman who was training me, that intense look on her features as she just hovered above me .. I hated it. I wanted to knock that smug look off her features.. heh.. and till this day, I never had that opportunity.
Was there a crossroads somewhere that we all have to come to one day? Was Karma actually something that people should take into consideration before they decide to make a decision? In that moment, those were the questions that I had as my gaze and locked on the young teenagers who was below me. Tired, sweating and had bruises on her body. The anger almost visible as it was apparent that she was seething at the opportunity to wrap her slender hands around my neck and take every fiber of my life and squeeze it out of me. It was in that second, I couldn’t find the words that could’ve calmed her down.. I did not know what I could’ve said to this young woman because in truth.. I used to be in that same position..
So..
I wanted to pretend that she would get over it. I wanted to pretend that after I call the rest of this training over, she will continue to love me just like she did.. two and a half hours ago. Through everything I just put her through, mentally, emotionally and physically – could that even be possible? Should I just go ahead and face facts that I have a pissed off seventeen year old in front of me!?
“ You.. bitch.. “
Oh?
“ You think that you can just hover over me.. like I am just going to sit here and wait for you to hold your hand out for me? Nina has taught me that when you get knocked back down.. you either have two options. You either get back up.. or you stay there. No more, no less. Looking at me like things are going to change is a waste of time.. I refuse to be one of those females that you work with.. who can’t seem to get back up.. “
Ken.. heh..
“ Is that right? You are willing talk a big game while on the fl – “, before Ayana knew it, she watched as the young woman lunged at her with everything she had. It was an easy spot to catch so she threw her over her hip and mounted her in a submission with ease. Instead of keeping it held in, she released it and quickly backed away. With a smile on her features, she was basking in Kendall’s anger. She was watching this woman slowly.. but surly get back to her feet with all intentions on taking out the Lady Joker.
It didn’t take her long before she began to throw a couple of wild punches before following up with a sequences of chops that caught the Joker off guard and then a sharp jumping knee that Ayana barely was able to dodge and caught the majority of it. While she was taken aback from the woman.. she sat there while holding her jaw, ensuring that the angry teenager didn’t just break it. Having to look up towards Kendal who still had her fists balled up and breathing heavily, Ayana just nodded her head and began to laugh to herself as she was slowly about to get up and in turn took down Kendall but instead of locking in a submission, the two of them began to trade blows with one another.
In that moment.. I didn’t see Kendall .. I didn’t see my student.. I saw myself..
Trading positions, the two went for one another as if they were fighting one another for real. Thankfully, Rosado was in the building tending to her own thing .. at least until hearing the verbiage that was being spewed out. She quickly intervened and took the two of them apart from one another. Finding it better to hold back Kendall instead of Ayana – Rosado acted like a shield not for Ayana’s protection but in turn.. Kendall’s. Mireya not being far behind grabbed Ayana by the hand and attempted to pull her away from the situation.. but she refused to move.
“ Ayana please.. come on.. you need to calm down.. “, Whispered Mireya who attempted to rest her hands on her cheeks and shift her focus.
I couldn’t shake it.. I was in full Lady Joker mode and had no real intentions on leave it. This wasn’t like looking in a mirror, I had this woman who I swore looked like me.. in front of me.. I.. I…
“ Baby.. please.. “, Mireya was almost about to beg
“ There will be a day that you’ll understand all of what I tried to teach you. Those moments in which I was so tempted to end your career before it even started. One day Ayana, you will understand how it feels to be in my role. One that you will attempt to deny everything that has happened. You will attempt to pretend that none of it ever did but in truth.. it has and will. Sadly, you will be on the receiving end of what I got from you.. what you do.. will determine how your student will end up. Will she end up like you, hating me.. for trying to teach you everything I could.. preparing you for people who will attempt to come at your life with their words? Those people who will stand in front of you and tell you that they have been through more than what I have put you through, what the world has put your through? What will you do when you are in my shoes? “
Snatching herself away from Mireya, she just stood there and after exhaling, she just began to laugh which almost scared everyone in that moment.
“ You have one hell of a punch kid. That time away from me did something for you. I expect great things for you Kendall.. and for a moment, I saw a hell of a lot of myself in you. The one difference that you and I have.. is that I stayed down that day Nekia stood over me and it took me years to finally to get something that you had the balls to do now. I commend you.. but if you ever.. ever try to come at my head again like that.. I will knock you out.. training or no training.. “, Ayana said as she turned away from Rosado and Kendall and began to walk away from the two of them. Mireya in pursuit
“ Sweetie, are you okay? “, She asked a simple question
“ No. No, I am not but that is something that I can and will get over. Kendall is one thing.. but she did show me something that I do need to keep in mind. Even my own people.. have just as much intentions on taking me out. So, when it comes down to Madness or even Breakthrough.. I refuse to be placed in a situation to where I am left with two options.. Two cards so to speak.. I refuse. “
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To whom it may concern.. and this week, there a couple of you fuckers who might want to listen up..
Thinking back on that.. I take it back.. again…
This is a public service announcement.. yeah, that sounds so much better..
We are finally here are we not? That part of the story that everyone usually either skips to or they either are sitting on pins and needles for, right? That part when the Lady J, the one and the only, takes her role up and she picks up one of the most powerful weapons that we, as professionals, have in this business. A journal, a vlog, a microphone .. one. This is that moment that I sit here and I rip each and every one of the people who will be standing across from me in that squared circle a new one. Knowing that they have no idea of who I am, besides the woman who has come into their federation , kicking the fucking door off the hinges and making an impact no matter how I have to do it. That’s common knowledge but knowing me.. knowing what makes me tick.. or having anything that would remotely hold up.. heh.. requires more brain cells that most of them have.
It is true.. and I am not even sad about saying it.
At Breakthrough, I am going to be facing off against some of the regulars in VoW. I am going to be face to face with individuals who in their own rights, have a stake they can claim if they ever chose to.. but I have one of my own and that is I don’t care. Looking at the three people more closely now.. I can see that calling them out on their bullshit will be a little easier than I expect. It will be to the point to where I will probably get talked about on some group chat machine or even social media. I say all of this because.. at one point and time.. I looked at all of these individuals and felt like someone was trying to play a very bad joke on me. I looked at it as though someone was trying to control my life, to see where I would fit on the food chain – well after Breakthrough, we know it will not be there!
Out of the three opponents that I will be facing, two actually stand out.. the other, while he.. hmm.. how do I say this. He is a whole different conversation that I think I will address first. Kincaid. The man who claims that people should fear him and that he is going to change the game. Do you actually believe the words that come out of your mouth at times? Do you believe that anyone on the VoW roster fears you? Oh, and if they did.. that isn’t because they are also bitches as well? Your story, it reminds me of a lot of people but yours.. just a little bit sadder. A man who has promise, a man who has gone the all the way to facing the champion himself. The one that everyone and their fucking mothers want to say that they have beaten.. you have! You beat the champion, and yet.. you are playing with people like me? Granted, I have a list.. but apparently, because of who I am.. it means jack shit. Where I came from, what I have done. None of it.. but for other people? They soak all that babbled ass bullshit up! You beat this man.. and yet, not even too many weeks later, you get your shit split.. literally.. by a silent girl who claims to be shy and you are here now! Damn, where does that leave you and me though?
That’s actually very easy..
I am going to do something that someone should’ve done a long time ago. I am going to sit you down and force you to reevaluate things. I want to show you that you are NOT the most scariest thing in VoW. No, that time has passed, there is a new threat and she is out for blood. For you, you may see this as a normal match. For myself? I see it as a stepping stone that I MUST get over in order to get where I need to be. To start promoting this quest for the case.. instead of allowing people who aren’t even in the match good, getting some of that limelight that we all fight over. Expect no pulled punches when we meet for the first time. I can assure you that I also have a killing joke with your name on it.
But why stop there? Why stop with just Kincaid when it isn’t just him who has been sitting back, chilling and waiting. Why not go ahead and continue this public service announcement for the two others who will be participating in this match. The former and the coin.
Oh, I haven’t told that joke yet?
Then I think I better start with her then..
You see, I have been in different places, I grew up watching factions come in by storm and run a place. My first real place of establishment – I was voted to take out said leader of faction and did it in convincing fashion. I am used to people wanting to team up because they feel like they cannot do it themselves. It either helps them to become more creative and redesign themselves into something that they once were not. An easier way to apply makeup and put on that mask without having to literally have on.
I am talking about you Ms. Pine.
You see, before I made my in ring debut, I heard a lot about you. How cold you could be. How much of a bitch you were. The whole nine.. and yet, in recent weeks, those stories of this woman who was supposed to be feared.. has turned into this woman who doesn’t know which lane to stay in. Do I need to make that simple? You are looking bad guys points and in my books.. there is no way of redeeming them. Hell, just to even add a fucking joke in there.. a better one than you are..
So hey, flip a coin and tell me what it lands on.. because that is EXACTLY how you have been acting as of late.
I was once in your position. They call me crazy, they call me unstable and even wanted to label me as something that I was not. My actions were just not what they wanted. Something that people could not control. Yes, I have a psychiatrist. Yes, she has been helping me since I was twenty one years old. But I have a whole lot of issues than an identity one. You can come at me as whomever you like.. This is the Lady Joker come at you right now. Not Ayana and not Gwendolyn. Your opponent. I am going to do something that so many people want to do. I am going to go at you like a beast and show you.. show you what real danger looks like. I am going to show you that maybe, maybe.. behind all that imaginary fire power you think you have.. that there is someone waiting just to tear it down..
But of course, you think that you are untouchable huh? That nothing can derail you because you are on a steady path since Fate of the Gods II. Well, bitch.. allow me to be that driving factor at Breakthrough for you then. I will gladly fill that role!
Which leaves me with the man of the hour, the one person in this group who has former glory on his mind and wants nothing more than to recapture what was originally his. Sadly, it didn’t take a rocket scientist to know this. I have had a taste of this drug. That feeling, that rush that you get when you finally know that you are ‘ that ‘ person. I4NI Champion.. former.. Heath Williams. You are a man of mystery. A man who hasn’t beaten the shit out of the old one yet and snatched back what you wanted. I don’t mean tease, I mean snatch. You are a man when compared to these other two.. regardless of the past, you shine brighter. You are maybe the only fucking reason why I am pretty much sold on this match because defeating you will hold some type of weight. Nothing that I have done thus far will compare to that. Not dragging Rayne Draven Omega like the bitch she was. Not defeating Craig Anderson. You? Oh, yes. You don’t have to worry that pretty little head anymore. Just allow me to knock it off for you and I promise you’ll start to see things the right way again.
Unlike Winter Pine, I am not going to bore you. Unlike Kincaid, I am not going to sit here and try to instill anything inside of you. I am going to tell you the truth. Once that bell rings, I am going to do what I also do. Show up and show out. I refuse to allow someone like you or them to just sneak in there and win. That wasn’t more so for you Heath, but that bitch who might try some sneaky shit named Winter. You understand how this goes though, don’t you? You have no real idea on who or what I am. You will sit there and try to figure it all out but when shit hits the fan and I do some amazing shit out of nowhere. Just let me be the first to say – I told you so.
I don’t care really what you were Heath, I am more focused on the man who will be in that squared circle. Will you be there long enough for me to see what made you a champion in this place that failure seems to be a major constant in – or will you show me why you lost that championship title in the first place – situation not present.
Come Breakthrough, I am going to once again show the world why I deserve the respect that comes with the title. I will show you all once again that I am not called the Lady Joker just for shits and grins. I am not called that just as some running joke or anything cute like. Fuck that.
I am some worst nightmare come to life.. to others, I am just that person you wish you didn’t run into..
You all will understand that soon enough..
Simple enough?
