Post by Cali-Kate on Oct 8, 2016 20:14:55 GMT -6
Sunday evening...
It’s been a hell of a time for the household of the world famous Geekette Extraordinaire Cali-Kate and her fiancé, the young genius Destiny Jadyn. In just a couple weeks time, Kate has been on every point in the emotional spectrum. This is probably where she would tell you all of the Lantern Corps she would have been in with all of that, but we must really move along. This night, Kate is trying to ease her own tensions the only way she knows how that doesn’t involve her downing three bottles of vodka, by cooking.
The sweet and succulent smells of perogies have permeated the house at this point. Even as she hums a little tune to herself, going between the cooking and her nearby tablet to play Plants Versus Zombies, she hears a door down the hall click open followed by a bathroom door closing. Her previously neutral expression turns to a frown. Kate’s recent almost bipolar attitude had really driven into Destiny hard and Kate was just wanting to help ease her. It was bad enough that Destiny had also found out that Kate had been unfaithful through the involvement of Kate’s half-brother Jeremy, but Kate hadn’t told Destiny herself and had opted for an emotional recourse which nearly cost both of them everything.
A few minutes later, the bathroom door opens. Kate calls out.
”Destiny love, dinner will be ready soon if you're hungry.”
”Not hungry.”
The door down the hall closes, but it does not lock. What is really odd about all of this is the only rooms down that hall are guest bedrooms. Kate, on the other hand, has to focus on her cooking more than she really wants to. Any other time she would run to Destiny and comfort her, but dinner was important. It isn’t long before everything is ready and Kate has picked up her tablet and brings two plates to the room. Although the door is not locked, Kate knocks politely.
”Love?”
”It’s open.”
Kate opens the door and sees Destiny working on her laptop in her pink bra and panties. Kate approaches and sets the plate for Destiny nearby. Kate pauses before doing anything else though.
”Are you feeling any better?”
”A little.” Kate sets her plate and tablet down as well and starts to massage Destiny’s shoulders. ”Babe, come to bed. At least to the dinner table.”
”Is this going to happen every time?” Destiny lays back and digs herself into the bed. ”Am I going to have to play damage control with you after every loss?”
”Destiny, based on my other moods how did this one go? Not even near as bad right? But what else can I do? I'm not Tyler, not Jami, not James, not Stacy, none of them. I'm not saying I have to win, but how am I supposed to deal considering I have let everyone down in that ring? If your dad and I don't win and it's my fault again, how can I put on that gear seriously again?”
”Babe...losses are gonna happen. You have to quit being so down about this. Trust me, people have been a lot lighter on you than they have on Katie. I'm not saying you don't have reason to be upset, but this constantly taking blame on things beyond your control...it's gotta stop. Not everything has to have someone to blame.”
”Isn't that what you said last time? But I told you already, first off Katie has accomplished stuff and she's accomplished it somewhere so everyone knows she can. It doesn't compare Destiny. Who cares what I did in the past? Yes I know what I've done, but the places I've done it don't exist and no one remembers them. All the people I did those with, out of the business already. I'm trying to prove that I still belong in that ring. So by any accounting, in LAW and VoW, have I done something to prove that?”
”You're right...I'm sorry I even tried to put this into perspective.” Destiny turned back around and resumed typing on her laptop. ”I mean...I'm only a teenager, so I wouldn't understand anyway.”
”Did I say you didn't understand? Look I'm coming to you. You asked me to. I'm explaining my position and I'm looking for any answer I can get. And everyone seems to want to avoid those questions. If you don't want to answer them either, fine, just tell me you don't know, but don't act like I'm pushing you away when I'm clearly not.”
”How would I know? I might be smart, but I'm still just a teenager, Kate. I can only help you so much before I start feeling like I'm useless.” She hangs her head in disappointment. ”Maybe I just need to stay out of it, like I used to do…”
”You are smart. You read people better than I do. Maybe why you tend to avoid socializing because you already know what to expect of people. So put that brain to use. Analyze what I've gone through, what I've told you as well and see if there's something I missed.”
”But you told me not to psychoanalyze you, remember?”
”You're not psychoanalyzing me and even if you were, neither of us were in a position to say things for certain that day. I'm asking you to review what I have done in LAW and VoW and tell me if I have accomplished anything that says I should go back into that ring at Armed & Dangerous with your dad and keep fighting.”
”... you gave me my dad back.”
”What does that have to do with me being in the ring? Your dad-”
”Would have never gotten with Farrah and would have likely killed himself without you and Jami forming your tag team. He'd have never met Farrah, never fell for her, and never had the desire to go on past the end of the month. And he CERTAINLY wouldn't have come back to an industry that I can tell he hates more than anything without you having been there for my sister.”
Kate pauses a moment as she considers this. ”I... never knew... any of this. And that's certainly great news for your dad, but now what? If I go back to the ring and I fail again…”
”Then you stop worrying about it.” Destiny draws her hand to Kate's face. ”Why are you so afraid of failure, babe? It isn't just the ring anymore....the slightest hint that I'm going to be displeased with you, even before I took the role as your Mistress, it's like you start to shut down. It's like you feel you have to be 100% perfect for everyone in your life when there's no way you're going to be able to do that. Why?” She pauses, then bites her lip. ”You're still trying to prove to your dad that you can do this, aren't you?”
Kate has to pause and consider Destiny's question, not sure how to answer. She didn't feel she had been shutting down, but if she had then she was a hypocrite for mentioning Destiny's similar actions the week before. Then came Destiny's second question and Kate hung her head.
”Maybe. In many ways, I've been proving myself to my dad since I could walk, but... he never understood why I would go back to the business after it kicked me in the rear so thoroughly last time. But beyond that, I am trying to prove to myself that I still belong in that ring after my time away and every time I've come close, I've failed.”
"Baby...any time you've lost in the last six months has not been your fault. Factors outside of your control caused them."
”I just don't see it that way. Maybe I couldn't have stopped Arthur, but I could have avoided the mist. I could have protected Jami more.”
”And yet, without Jami's injury, something far worse could have come down the line. And she doesn't seem like she's blaming Katalina at all regarding that...the only one still holding any blame for what happened is you toward yourself. As for the mist, even Matthew and Veronica told Seth Iser off about that, and if they didn't have any clue about what was going on, there's no reason to hold any blame on yourself for that either.”
”Well, we both know how Jami is especially when it comes to Katalina. And if they honestly didn't know, why have they made no attempts to correct it? But putting those aside, what am I missing in all of this then? Let's say I couldn't control anything, am I just doomed to a losing streak then? Does that sound like a future competitor in anything to you?” Kate puts her face in her hands and begins sobbing. ”Honestly, what have I missed? And yea you're probably gonna have to psychoanalyze me for it.”
Destiny sighs as she caresses Kate's cheek. ”That would be better for a professional to do. I can only offer my support...but if it means anything...you've never disappointed me when it comes to your career. The way I see it, so long as you're happy in your personal life, your professional life doesn't matter.” She kisses Kate's lips softly. ”I do make you happy, right, Katelyn?”
Kate returns Destiny's tender kiss. ”Very happy. Happier than I've been in awhile.” Kate lays down next to Destiny. ”Sorry. I know I've been a lot for supposedly being an adult.”
”It's okay, sweetheart. I just wish there was more I could do. There's only so much I can say that you could relate to given how old I am....but I hope the love I have for you is enough.”
”I know. You should eat though before your food gets cold.”
Destiny giggles a little as she and Kate hold each other.
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Thursday afternoon...
At NYCC, Kate leads JMC and Destiny to a gathering area where people are simply milling about, eating some of the catered food provided nearby. Kate finds a suitable, out-of-the-way corner and heads there.
”Okay if this is about earlier-”
”Hang on a second.” He suddenly sits with his legs crossed on the pavement. ”I wanna make sure this is good.”
”Dad, this was totally unnecessary. We're going to talk about all this after Armed and Dangerous. Bringing it up any time sooner is only gonna cause problems.”
”Oh, so now I’m Dad…”
Kate looks between the two. ”Look, this has been a trying time for everyone and there's a lot of shit happening that no one enjoys. Let's take each issue one at a time and at least get on the same page. You and me for our upcoming match…” She points to James. ”... and you and me for our future.” She points to Destiny. ”Now where do we want to start?”
”Your match with Dad’s the priority right now.”
Kate takes in a sigh, but relents. ”Maybe that isn't how I see it, but fine. James and I are going against Winter and Katalina and we all know they're basically the two reasons that started my whole downward spiral in the last month. A lot of other shit has happened sure, but in case it isn't clear, I'm not walking into that match with anything less than bloodlust. I'm not really caring how that's perceived right now. I guess it's just fair to let you know that as it gets closer, I'm gonna care less and less until I get my hands on them.”
”Well, at least you and Chaos will be on the same wavelength....I don't think there's anyone that's matched his intensity in years.”
”She's got a point. Even Ryan Corey couldn't match Chaos' mindset, so for you to be able to is a big deal. We also have the advantage in that Veronica and Katalina don't like each other, so their lack of ability to get along is going to be critical to exploit.”
”Survival is a great motivator to work together. And like while I'm still friends with Z, her fiance Katalina I've been only amicable with. In fact I don't think I've talked to Kat since she blasted Jami and shelved her. But she knew then I wanted to get her back for it. She has to know on some level I haven't let that go, regardless of the unintended consequences it had. But Winter... do you know how much it fucking pisses me off that she claims to have known nothing, but done nothing to make up for it?”
”Wait a minute...you mentioned Z...wasn't it she who Jami contacted about that video footage Winter tried to pass off as Stacy? The one Sage and Aurica proved fake?”
”Right...and since Winter still got away with it without repercussion, Jami came to VoW to fix it herself...only she never got the chance.”
”I'm not gonna go into hypotheticals here. All I know is I'm gonna get my hands on one or both of them and I'm not gonna stop until they're not moving or I'm not able to. If there's more going on, maybe it'll reveal itself at Armed & Dangerous, but for now you and I, James, we gotta pull it together beyond what we did against Animal Instinct. They may not want to work together now, but they will once they see how threatened they are.”
”Remember… it ain't me you're gonna be in the ring with.” He stood up and dusted himself off.
”Where are you going?”
”Oh no. Last time I tried to step in, I lost a daughter. I'm not pulling that again.”
Kate glances at him sideways, not sure what he meant by "lost a daughter", but doesn't press the issue. ”Then where are you going?”
”To get some Kickstart. I'm not spending all day walking around here without at least something. I'll be back.”
JMC walked away before Kate or Destiny could argue him.
”Is it just me, or has he been a little quirky since last Saturday? I mean, I know he had a LOT dropped on us and himself, but even by James' standards he's been cool up to now…”
”It’s probably Farrah. Let’s just go with that."
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Finally.
A month and change overdue, but finally I get my hands on the two fucking people who have caused the shittiest run I have had this year. I can’t tell anyone how much I’ve waited for this moment. And it’s caused me no amount of stress and almost destroyed my relationship with Destiny almost as bad as my own actions outside the ring. But no one else needs to be brought in on that one. Point is that Katalina and Winter have been the focus of all my damn rage and my intensity ever since my former partner’s concussion. Now I can’t speak for James, but if anything I’ve been told is true, then Shadow Chaos has the same goal.
If it were up to me, this would be a handicap match, but I didn’t get to make that call. Don’t get me wrong, I wouldn’t have me and him against one of them, it’d be both of them against me. Not very Jedi of me? Starting to see a pattern yet? Oh no, I am done being that, done trying to play that good girl role. For one night, I am gonna be the rage of the fucking Sith unleashed! Hell my eyes might actually turn yellow from the taint of the dark side for that one night! And you know what? Come the next morning, win or lose, as long as both Winter and Katalina are put in the hospital by the end of the night, I’ll be happy the next morning. So happy in fact I might, for one day, go back to what I was. I’ll celebrate with a drinking party. Invite everyone over and anyone who wants to stay the night, who knows what will fucking happen?
Katalina, I once considered you a friend. Jami is close to you, Z is close to you, obviously. Many of the people I still consider friends still think of you that way. But I don’t care. What you did, knowing what and how much Jami has gone through, it’s unforgivable on every level. The only solace you will get from this is once I break you down. And if that pisses everyone else right the fuck off, if it pisses off Z and Jami, well then that’s the price I’ll gladly pay. Because it all started with you Kat. Everything that fucking happened between myself and Destiny, I could trace it back to the depression I felt from your actions. And my inability to stop it originally. But I’ll get my chance to make up for that and you had better believe there isn’t anything that anyone, not even Shadow Chaos, my own partner, is gonna do to stop me.
And Winter, ooooooohhhh Winter, I could actually forgive your actions if everything people tried to say about you was true. But you and I both know that isn’t the case. You didn’t care that yours and Robinson's win over me and James was tainted by Iser. I could forgive you if you would at least admit to that, but you won’t. You’re playing up the ignorant fucking bystander who conveniently and coincidentally benefitted. You make me sick Winter. And I’m so fucking beyond done with all of your shit. I won’t be going any easier on you for it though. I want you so far down that if Chaotic Light does get our tag title shot, you won’t be making it to that match. I don’t care if the damn Orphanage decides to send Iser as Robinson’s partner or lets Robinson face us alone. All the sweeter either way.
I’m told you two can’t work together. I don’t especially want that. I want you to be synced, if you can. Maybe you won’t. Maybe before you get that chance Shadow Chaos and I will already have ripped you to shreds. I no longer care. People say I’m too good, that I have too many rules. But good people don’t need rules and at Armed & Dangerous the world is going to see EXACTLY! WHY! I HAVE! SO! MANY!
It’s been a hell of a time for the household of the world famous Geekette Extraordinaire Cali-Kate and her fiancé, the young genius Destiny Jadyn. In just a couple weeks time, Kate has been on every point in the emotional spectrum. This is probably where she would tell you all of the Lantern Corps she would have been in with all of that, but we must really move along. This night, Kate is trying to ease her own tensions the only way she knows how that doesn’t involve her downing three bottles of vodka, by cooking.
The sweet and succulent smells of perogies have permeated the house at this point. Even as she hums a little tune to herself, going between the cooking and her nearby tablet to play Plants Versus Zombies, she hears a door down the hall click open followed by a bathroom door closing. Her previously neutral expression turns to a frown. Kate’s recent almost bipolar attitude had really driven into Destiny hard and Kate was just wanting to help ease her. It was bad enough that Destiny had also found out that Kate had been unfaithful through the involvement of Kate’s half-brother Jeremy, but Kate hadn’t told Destiny herself and had opted for an emotional recourse which nearly cost both of them everything.
A few minutes later, the bathroom door opens. Kate calls out.
”Destiny love, dinner will be ready soon if you're hungry.”
”Not hungry.”
The door down the hall closes, but it does not lock. What is really odd about all of this is the only rooms down that hall are guest bedrooms. Kate, on the other hand, has to focus on her cooking more than she really wants to. Any other time she would run to Destiny and comfort her, but dinner was important. It isn’t long before everything is ready and Kate has picked up her tablet and brings two plates to the room. Although the door is not locked, Kate knocks politely.
”Love?”
”It’s open.”
Kate opens the door and sees Destiny working on her laptop in her pink bra and panties. Kate approaches and sets the plate for Destiny nearby. Kate pauses before doing anything else though.
”Are you feeling any better?”
”A little.” Kate sets her plate and tablet down as well and starts to massage Destiny’s shoulders. ”Babe, come to bed. At least to the dinner table.”
”Is this going to happen every time?” Destiny lays back and digs herself into the bed. ”Am I going to have to play damage control with you after every loss?”
”Destiny, based on my other moods how did this one go? Not even near as bad right? But what else can I do? I'm not Tyler, not Jami, not James, not Stacy, none of them. I'm not saying I have to win, but how am I supposed to deal considering I have let everyone down in that ring? If your dad and I don't win and it's my fault again, how can I put on that gear seriously again?”
”Babe...losses are gonna happen. You have to quit being so down about this. Trust me, people have been a lot lighter on you than they have on Katie. I'm not saying you don't have reason to be upset, but this constantly taking blame on things beyond your control...it's gotta stop. Not everything has to have someone to blame.”
”Isn't that what you said last time? But I told you already, first off Katie has accomplished stuff and she's accomplished it somewhere so everyone knows she can. It doesn't compare Destiny. Who cares what I did in the past? Yes I know what I've done, but the places I've done it don't exist and no one remembers them. All the people I did those with, out of the business already. I'm trying to prove that I still belong in that ring. So by any accounting, in LAW and VoW, have I done something to prove that?”
”You're right...I'm sorry I even tried to put this into perspective.” Destiny turned back around and resumed typing on her laptop. ”I mean...I'm only a teenager, so I wouldn't understand anyway.”
”Did I say you didn't understand? Look I'm coming to you. You asked me to. I'm explaining my position and I'm looking for any answer I can get. And everyone seems to want to avoid those questions. If you don't want to answer them either, fine, just tell me you don't know, but don't act like I'm pushing you away when I'm clearly not.”
”How would I know? I might be smart, but I'm still just a teenager, Kate. I can only help you so much before I start feeling like I'm useless.” She hangs her head in disappointment. ”Maybe I just need to stay out of it, like I used to do…”
”You are smart. You read people better than I do. Maybe why you tend to avoid socializing because you already know what to expect of people. So put that brain to use. Analyze what I've gone through, what I've told you as well and see if there's something I missed.”
”But you told me not to psychoanalyze you, remember?”
”You're not psychoanalyzing me and even if you were, neither of us were in a position to say things for certain that day. I'm asking you to review what I have done in LAW and VoW and tell me if I have accomplished anything that says I should go back into that ring at Armed & Dangerous with your dad and keep fighting.”
”... you gave me my dad back.”
”What does that have to do with me being in the ring? Your dad-”
”Would have never gotten with Farrah and would have likely killed himself without you and Jami forming your tag team. He'd have never met Farrah, never fell for her, and never had the desire to go on past the end of the month. And he CERTAINLY wouldn't have come back to an industry that I can tell he hates more than anything without you having been there for my sister.”
Kate pauses a moment as she considers this. ”I... never knew... any of this. And that's certainly great news for your dad, but now what? If I go back to the ring and I fail again…”
”Then you stop worrying about it.” Destiny draws her hand to Kate's face. ”Why are you so afraid of failure, babe? It isn't just the ring anymore....the slightest hint that I'm going to be displeased with you, even before I took the role as your Mistress, it's like you start to shut down. It's like you feel you have to be 100% perfect for everyone in your life when there's no way you're going to be able to do that. Why?” She pauses, then bites her lip. ”You're still trying to prove to your dad that you can do this, aren't you?”
Kate has to pause and consider Destiny's question, not sure how to answer. She didn't feel she had been shutting down, but if she had then she was a hypocrite for mentioning Destiny's similar actions the week before. Then came Destiny's second question and Kate hung her head.
”Maybe. In many ways, I've been proving myself to my dad since I could walk, but... he never understood why I would go back to the business after it kicked me in the rear so thoroughly last time. But beyond that, I am trying to prove to myself that I still belong in that ring after my time away and every time I've come close, I've failed.”
"Baby...any time you've lost in the last six months has not been your fault. Factors outside of your control caused them."
”I just don't see it that way. Maybe I couldn't have stopped Arthur, but I could have avoided the mist. I could have protected Jami more.”
”And yet, without Jami's injury, something far worse could have come down the line. And she doesn't seem like she's blaming Katalina at all regarding that...the only one still holding any blame for what happened is you toward yourself. As for the mist, even Matthew and Veronica told Seth Iser off about that, and if they didn't have any clue about what was going on, there's no reason to hold any blame on yourself for that either.”
”Well, we both know how Jami is especially when it comes to Katalina. And if they honestly didn't know, why have they made no attempts to correct it? But putting those aside, what am I missing in all of this then? Let's say I couldn't control anything, am I just doomed to a losing streak then? Does that sound like a future competitor in anything to you?” Kate puts her face in her hands and begins sobbing. ”Honestly, what have I missed? And yea you're probably gonna have to psychoanalyze me for it.”
Destiny sighs as she caresses Kate's cheek. ”That would be better for a professional to do. I can only offer my support...but if it means anything...you've never disappointed me when it comes to your career. The way I see it, so long as you're happy in your personal life, your professional life doesn't matter.” She kisses Kate's lips softly. ”I do make you happy, right, Katelyn?”
Kate returns Destiny's tender kiss. ”Very happy. Happier than I've been in awhile.” Kate lays down next to Destiny. ”Sorry. I know I've been a lot for supposedly being an adult.”
”It's okay, sweetheart. I just wish there was more I could do. There's only so much I can say that you could relate to given how old I am....but I hope the love I have for you is enough.”
”I know. You should eat though before your food gets cold.”
Destiny giggles a little as she and Kate hold each other.
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Thursday afternoon...
At NYCC, Kate leads JMC and Destiny to a gathering area where people are simply milling about, eating some of the catered food provided nearby. Kate finds a suitable, out-of-the-way corner and heads there.
”Okay if this is about earlier-”
”Hang on a second.” He suddenly sits with his legs crossed on the pavement. ”I wanna make sure this is good.”
”Dad, this was totally unnecessary. We're going to talk about all this after Armed and Dangerous. Bringing it up any time sooner is only gonna cause problems.”
”Oh, so now I’m Dad…”
Kate looks between the two. ”Look, this has been a trying time for everyone and there's a lot of shit happening that no one enjoys. Let's take each issue one at a time and at least get on the same page. You and me for our upcoming match…” She points to James. ”... and you and me for our future.” She points to Destiny. ”Now where do we want to start?”
”Your match with Dad’s the priority right now.”
Kate takes in a sigh, but relents. ”Maybe that isn't how I see it, but fine. James and I are going against Winter and Katalina and we all know they're basically the two reasons that started my whole downward spiral in the last month. A lot of other shit has happened sure, but in case it isn't clear, I'm not walking into that match with anything less than bloodlust. I'm not really caring how that's perceived right now. I guess it's just fair to let you know that as it gets closer, I'm gonna care less and less until I get my hands on them.”
”Well, at least you and Chaos will be on the same wavelength....I don't think there's anyone that's matched his intensity in years.”
”She's got a point. Even Ryan Corey couldn't match Chaos' mindset, so for you to be able to is a big deal. We also have the advantage in that Veronica and Katalina don't like each other, so their lack of ability to get along is going to be critical to exploit.”
”Survival is a great motivator to work together. And like while I'm still friends with Z, her fiance Katalina I've been only amicable with. In fact I don't think I've talked to Kat since she blasted Jami and shelved her. But she knew then I wanted to get her back for it. She has to know on some level I haven't let that go, regardless of the unintended consequences it had. But Winter... do you know how much it fucking pisses me off that she claims to have known nothing, but done nothing to make up for it?”
”Wait a minute...you mentioned Z...wasn't it she who Jami contacted about that video footage Winter tried to pass off as Stacy? The one Sage and Aurica proved fake?”
”Right...and since Winter still got away with it without repercussion, Jami came to VoW to fix it herself...only she never got the chance.”
”I'm not gonna go into hypotheticals here. All I know is I'm gonna get my hands on one or both of them and I'm not gonna stop until they're not moving or I'm not able to. If there's more going on, maybe it'll reveal itself at Armed & Dangerous, but for now you and I, James, we gotta pull it together beyond what we did against Animal Instinct. They may not want to work together now, but they will once they see how threatened they are.”
”Remember… it ain't me you're gonna be in the ring with.” He stood up and dusted himself off.
”Where are you going?”
”Oh no. Last time I tried to step in, I lost a daughter. I'm not pulling that again.”
Kate glances at him sideways, not sure what he meant by "lost a daughter", but doesn't press the issue. ”Then where are you going?”
”To get some Kickstart. I'm not spending all day walking around here without at least something. I'll be back.”
JMC walked away before Kate or Destiny could argue him.
”Is it just me, or has he been a little quirky since last Saturday? I mean, I know he had a LOT dropped on us and himself, but even by James' standards he's been cool up to now…”
”It’s probably Farrah. Let’s just go with that."
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Finally.
A month and change overdue, but finally I get my hands on the two fucking people who have caused the shittiest run I have had this year. I can’t tell anyone how much I’ve waited for this moment. And it’s caused me no amount of stress and almost destroyed my relationship with Destiny almost as bad as my own actions outside the ring. But no one else needs to be brought in on that one. Point is that Katalina and Winter have been the focus of all my damn rage and my intensity ever since my former partner’s concussion. Now I can’t speak for James, but if anything I’ve been told is true, then Shadow Chaos has the same goal.
If it were up to me, this would be a handicap match, but I didn’t get to make that call. Don’t get me wrong, I wouldn’t have me and him against one of them, it’d be both of them against me. Not very Jedi of me? Starting to see a pattern yet? Oh no, I am done being that, done trying to play that good girl role. For one night, I am gonna be the rage of the fucking Sith unleashed! Hell my eyes might actually turn yellow from the taint of the dark side for that one night! And you know what? Come the next morning, win or lose, as long as both Winter and Katalina are put in the hospital by the end of the night, I’ll be happy the next morning. So happy in fact I might, for one day, go back to what I was. I’ll celebrate with a drinking party. Invite everyone over and anyone who wants to stay the night, who knows what will fucking happen?
Katalina, I once considered you a friend. Jami is close to you, Z is close to you, obviously. Many of the people I still consider friends still think of you that way. But I don’t care. What you did, knowing what and how much Jami has gone through, it’s unforgivable on every level. The only solace you will get from this is once I break you down. And if that pisses everyone else right the fuck off, if it pisses off Z and Jami, well then that’s the price I’ll gladly pay. Because it all started with you Kat. Everything that fucking happened between myself and Destiny, I could trace it back to the depression I felt from your actions. And my inability to stop it originally. But I’ll get my chance to make up for that and you had better believe there isn’t anything that anyone, not even Shadow Chaos, my own partner, is gonna do to stop me.
And Winter, ooooooohhhh Winter, I could actually forgive your actions if everything people tried to say about you was true. But you and I both know that isn’t the case. You didn’t care that yours and Robinson's win over me and James was tainted by Iser. I could forgive you if you would at least admit to that, but you won’t. You’re playing up the ignorant fucking bystander who conveniently and coincidentally benefitted. You make me sick Winter. And I’m so fucking beyond done with all of your shit. I won’t be going any easier on you for it though. I want you so far down that if Chaotic Light does get our tag title shot, you won’t be making it to that match. I don’t care if the damn Orphanage decides to send Iser as Robinson’s partner or lets Robinson face us alone. All the sweeter either way.
I’m told you two can’t work together. I don’t especially want that. I want you to be synced, if you can. Maybe you won’t. Maybe before you get that chance Shadow Chaos and I will already have ripped you to shreds. I no longer care. People say I’m too good, that I have too many rules. But good people don’t need rules and at Armed & Dangerous the world is going to see EXACTLY! WHY! I HAVE! SO! MANY!