Post by Deleted on Jun 25, 2016 17:46:27 GMT -6
So a lot has changed lately, in not just my life, but Zelda’s life too. Both of us are now single, me a lot longer than Zelda. In all honesty, I’m still shocked that Tyler and Zelda are no longer together, but at least it was sorted where neither of them ended up getting extremely hurt, as well as Elena.
So since their split, I’m letting Zelda stay with me and Elena’s here as well of course. It’s taken Zel a few days to get over the break-up, but the other day she was telling me that she’s going to start getting back out there to try and find someone new, and I’ve kinda decided that I’m ready to finally move on too.
Basically, we’re both ready to move on with a new chapter in our lives, and here’s hoping that whoever we end up with, that it lasts forever.
So I’m sitting here with my feet up on the sofa, dressed in a plain black tank top and a pair of purple silk pyjama bottoms, messing around on my phone on some blind dating app that I downloaded the other day.
Hearing Zel make her way downstairs after putting Elena to bed, I glance over for a brief moment and she’s on her phone too. Turning my attention back to my own phone, I begin to fill out a questionnaire to help me find someone compatible for me.
Zelda, who is dressed in her red silk pyjamas, makes her way into the kitchen and begins to wash the dishes left from the Spaghetti Bolognese I made for us earlier.
“Just leave that, honey...you don’t need to do it...I’ll sort it out tomorrow.”
"Hey, it's the least I could do Stacy. You have done so much to feed Elena and I since we started staying here, I should be doing more for you."
Rather than argue with her to try and get her to just chill out and relax, I just shrug and go back to answering the questionnaire.
“Hmm...a kind, loving, caring woman...”
I hear the water of the sink turn on and turn my head to see Zelda beginning to wash up the dishes, humming to herself and doing a little jig that makes her butt jiggle. Of course I can't help but stare, it's Zel after all.
“Well hello there, missy...”
Zelda looks over and giggles as she just keeps on going, honestly at least she's starting to get her cute silliness back, today was certainly one of her betters days in a while.
"Sooo, what ya doing on your phone girly? Usually by now you are fully focused into one of your old movies."
“Just giving one of these dating apps a try...not really expecting anything to come from it, but I figured it was worth a shot. Oh...I’ve been matched with someone...”
I decide to send over a quick message, obviously due to it being a blind dating app, our identities must remain private so I just send a very brief and to the point message:
“Hi there, I just got matched with you and I see you’re local, fancy meeting up for a blind date?”
Hitting send, I place my phone down on the arm of the chair before getting up and heading into the kitchen. Walking up to the fridge, I open it and take out the carton of milk before grabbing a glass and filling it up. Once that’s done, I place the carton back into the fridge and as I head back over to the sofa, I pinch Zel’s butt on the way.
"OH! Hey, you cheeky little bug! At least buy me dinner first."
Zelda giggles as she goes back to checking on her phone and washing the dishes. My own phone buzzes, my match actually responded to me! Oh my God I hope I wasn't too up front with the date thing. Opening it, I smile as I read:
"Heya! Yeah, I think I can figure something out in a couple days if you are interested?"
"Well aren't you smiling all cute like, did you already find someone?"
“It seems so, my match literally just responded to me and she agreed to going on a date with me...”
I feel so excited about this, so I send over another quick response:
“Awesome! Yeah that sounds good, looking forward to it.”
Pressing send again, I take a drink of my milk and curl myself up onto the sofa again, thinking about who this date of mine will look like. What if she’s a redhead? Oh wow, that would be so awesome.
After a few moments, Zelda finishes off the dishes and after finishing something on her phone, comes rushing onto the couch and jumps on top of me.
"SURPRISE!"
I can feel my phone buzzing with a new message but it's hard to do much with Zelda's big booty rubbing all over me.
“Zel! As much as I have no objection with your booty all over me...you’re kinda crushing me here...”
Laughing, I try and reach my phone but to no avail, so I begin to tickle her all over her body, after our times together I’ve learned all of her ticklish spots.
"NOOOOO! Hahaha, Stacy you bitch, you're gonna make me pee, STAHP!"
Zelda giggles loudly as she rolls around on top of me before slipping a bit and falling to the floor right on her face, which scares me because of how hard the thud is.
"I'm okay...ow."
“I’m so sorry, Zel...”
I reach my arms out and help her up onto the sofa beside me before finally being able to get back onto my phone and check what my match has written back to me:
"Same, I'll message you later to figure out the details. I can't wait for this, you have no idea how much I need someone new to understand me after having my heart shattered recently."
Zelda rubs at her nose and whimpers a bit.
"It's okay, I just bumped it hard and it's thumping now."
Quickly sending another message back, I figure I would make this the last message so I’m not being anti-social to my bestie:
“You and me both. I’ll look forward to hearing from you soon, I’m going to get going now, goodnight.”
“Do you want me to kiss it better for you?”
I say as I place my phone onto the table in front of me before then giving Zel a little peck on the nose.
"Thank you...it's starting to feel a little better."
Zelda smiles as she hugs onto me, then not one to rest on her silliness pokes me on the breast and giggles.
"I touched the boob!"
“Cheeky monkey! Well anyway, I don’t know about you but I’m exhausted so I’m going to head to bed...”
"Aww, okay bud. I'm gonna lay down here for a bit and think about some things, if you needs a cuddle buddy though I'll be right here waiting."
Zelda smiles and hugs me one more time before moving, allowing me to get up as she goes back to her phone.
For the first time in a long time, I’m actually feeling really excited and positive going forward in terms of finding a new relationship. Hopefully something will come from this blind date, but of course if it doesn’t, I can always try again.
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So it’s been a couple of days and I have finally got a date sorted out for tonight and I can’t wait for it. I’ve been so giddy all day about it and I’ve even been out to buy a new outfit for it, and me buying a dress is a pretty big deal considering I normally don’t wear them.
But I love this feeling so much that I just couldn’t help myself, I’m so excited for this it’s unbelievable.
Arriving back home after being out shopping, I place the bag down onto the floor and remove my leather jacket before making my way into the lounge where Zel is, playing with Elena.
Taking a seat beside her, I tickle at Elena’s stomach a little before resting my head back and letting out an elongated sigh.
“Man was it busy today...”
"Is that so? Well I've had a busy yet fun day with this little booger."
Zelda snuggles up to Elena who lets out a few goos and claps her hands together.
"Hehe, she is a handful. By the way, you think you'd still have enough energy to watch over Elena tonight? I have something to do this evening and I know it's last second but..."
“Ah...I can’t tonight, Zel...I’m going out, sorry.”
"Aww...hmm, I wonder if Nana Lawson can watch over her tonight then..."
“I’m sure she would jump at the chance to look after her little munchkin.”
Looking at my phone, I check the time and my eyes widen in surprise.
“Oh shoot! I better start getting ready or else I’m gonna be late!”
"You go do that, I'm gonna go see if Nana can come pick Elena up."
"Gah GAHHH!"
Zel and I look down at Elena and giggle at how cute her loud little 'remark' was.
“Sounds like she approves...but yeah...I’m going to be late getting back home so if you’re back before me, don’t wait up for me...”
I give Zel a quick kiss on the cheek and say goodbye to Elena before quickly heading out of the room, picking up the bag and running upstairs to get changed.
I'm so excited for this date!
I'm so excited for this date!
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The time has finally arrived. I’m moments away from coming face to face with my blind date for this evening and I can’t wait. I’ve been thinking all day about how she could look, but of course at the end of the day, as long as she’s got a lovely personality then that’s all I’m bothered about really.
Hopefully she likes me too, I don’t want her to be disappointed, that’s the thing with blind dates, they’re exciting because you have no idea what to expect, but that can also be a problem sometimes.
Walking down the sidewalk, dressed in a tight-fitting sparkling deep purple dress and a pair of black high-heeled stilettos, I check my messages on the dating app and notice my date has sent me one, hopefully she isn’t cancelling last minute.
I open it and to my relief, it isn’t that at all:
"Heya sweetie, I ended up getting here a little early, hope you didn't mind. I'm at table 18, just tell the host you are here for a blind date at that table and it should be fine. I can't wait to see you, I admit I'm really nervous right now."
Smiling at how adorable she sounds, I quickly send her a message back:
“That’s fine honey, I’m nervous too but I shouldn’t be too long now, see you shortly.”
Placing my phone back into my pocket, I take out my electronic cigarette and take a few puffs of it before finally reaching the restaurant that we’re meeting at, El Atoradero. I enter through the door and am immediately approached by the host, ready with a menu in hand.
“Table for one Madame? Or are you meeting someone?”
“I have a blind date, she’s at table eighteen...”
Nodding, he smiles, handing me the menu before ushering me to follow him.
“Right this way...”
He begins to make his way through the restaurant and I follow him as I take my phone back out of my pocket and begin to check a few things such as Twitter amongst various other things.
From the corner of my eye, I notice the host stops so I do too, still focusing my attention onto my phone as I hear him introduce me to my date. Honestly, the main reason why I’m focusing so heavily on my phone is because of how nervous I am about meeting this woman.
“Madame, your date has arrived...”
"Thank you Sir, I appreciate it."
I freeze in position at the sound of her voice, I know it so well, it surely can’t be her. Looking up from my phone, I see that it is indeed her, with her beautiful golden hair tied in a bun, dressed in a lovely long sleeved turtle-neck tight fitting plain red dress as she looks over the menu.
“Z-Zelda?!?!”
I notice her immediately tense up as she looks slowly from the menu and meets my eyes.
"Stacy?!? Wait, no no, I thought you were going out tonight?"
“I-I am...I’m out now...here...for my b-blind date.”
"But...so wait...we are..."
“Y-You’re my blind date...by the looks of it...”
"Oh...this isn't awkward is it?"
Zelda lowers her head a bit, almost looking embarrassed by how she reacted to everything, and honestly I can feel my own head looking down a little.
“A little...”
There’s a bit of an awkward silence between us before something just hits me and I proceed to sit down opposite her and begin to look over the menu myself, and I can feel Zelda staring at me perplexed.
"S-So...you look really, really pretty Stacy. That dress really shows off your...sexy curves...sorry, that was awkward, ahh."
Zelda looks back down at her menu, I don't think I've ever seen this side of Zel before. She has this cute nervousness about her, I can imagine she feels so caught off guard by this just like me right now.
“A-And you look very pretty too, Zel...”
This is so weird, I don’t know how this is going to go at all. What if this messes up our friendship? Should I just tell her that we should just treat this as just two friends having a meal out together?
"Thank you...um...so do we kiss now or do we talk and get to know each other?"
We chuckle awkwardly, man is this tense, you could cut it with a friggin’ knife. Suddenly, one of the waiters approaches our table with a notepad and pen in hand.
“Can I get you ladies anything to drink?”
“Wine! With the biggest glass you’ve got please...I don’t care the type, just some wine...”
I blurt out, catching him off guard suddenly. Man, I’m more nervous than I was before when I didn’t realize my blind date was in fact my best friend.
As the waiter walks off, Zelda looks at me a little disappointed.
"What about your medication?"
“It’s one of my off days today so it’s fine...plus I need a drink because this is just really, really weird.”
"Oh...d-do you just want me to go? I'm sorry. I j-just wanted someone to help me forget..."
Right then, Zelda begins to tear up, trying to hold it back so not to smear her beautiful make-up. Come on Zelda please don't, you were doing so well at getting over Tyler sweetie.
“Honey...”
Sliding my arm across the table, I rest my hand on top of hers and lightly rub it.
“I didn’t mean it like that, this is just...not what I expected that’s all. I don’t want you to leave...please, stay.”
"You didn't expect it to be me though, y-you even are saying it's weird. I'm j-just gonna ruin your time like I...like I...r-ruined my m-m-marriage."
Zel's lip is quivering now, and I can notice a few people beginning to look over and see how upset she is getting. Zel is actually concerned about me, even though this weird feeling is coming over me about this, she is genuinely trying to do this...maybe she actually wants this date.
“You didn’t ruin your marriage, honey. I’m sorry for saying this is weird...I wasn’t thinking properly. Let’s just try and enjoy this date, okay? You never know...maybe it’ll be a success. I can already say that my date is extremely attractive and has an amazing personality, so that’s the perfect start already.”
"D-Do...do you mean it?"
Zelda begins to breathe and calm herself, a little sniffle coming from her before her cheeks begin to blush.
"I mean...I guess it gives us a night to ourselves to get to know each other more...if you want too that is."
“Since Katie left me, you’re the only person who’s kept me happy...so yes...I do want too continue with our date.”
"And since Tyler left me, you have been the person keeping m-me up when I want to fall."
Zelda holds my hand tightly and smiles. I don't think I've ever really looked this closely, but she has the cutest dimples I think I've ever seen on a girl.
"So...my name is Jennifer Renee Lawson, nice to meet you. Mostly everyone calls me Zelda, because my parents were big Zelda fans and I grew up to be one too so the nickname just stuck with me, but you can call me Jen if you want too."
The waiter returns with a bottle of red wine and two large glasses and places them onto the table before disappearing again. I proceed to pour out the wine for us and I take a large drink from my glass.
“Nice to meet you, Jen. My name is Stacy Marie Jones...I’m a wrestler, I have two children from a previous marriage called Nick and Chelsea and I’m a huge Batman fan so feel free to call me Ms J...”
Zelda...or, Jen I guess (that is gonna take some getting used to) smiles and takes a good gulp from her glass as well.
"Stacy is a very pretty name, Ms. J sounds cute though. And you are a wrestler? That is so cool and ironic, I actually work as a head of news for a wrestling company myself, I even have my own show...haven't done it in a while, but that's cuz I'm still trying to get back in the swing of things after having my own baby two months ago with my ex-husband. Her name is Elena Marie, and she is the most precious angel I've ever had in this world."
Taking another drink of my wine, I smile as I cross my arms on the table.
“Aww...I bet she’s a little cutie, she definitely will be if she has her Mommy’s looks.”
Jen takes another drink as well, smiling as she looks into my eyes.
"I could say the same about your two kids. Anyone who gets to inherit looks from someone so beautiful like you, it makes even me a little jealous."
Instantly, my cheeks feel warm and Jen giggles as it’s quite obvious I’m blushing, one thing I’ve never been able to hide easily due to my pale complexion.
"You look so innocent when you blush. It actually has me feeling all tingly inside."
Jen holds out her hand and rubs it softly against my arm, her touch so comforting and calming, something I've come to know all to well already about her from the many times she was there for me when I felt broken.
"Is there anything you really want to know about me? I'll be an open book for you if you want...I don't want this date to end without everything being on the table at my end."
Sitting there for a moment, thinking of a question, a light bulb goes off all of a sudden.
“Okay then. What are your thoughts on Batman? Because quite frankly, I’m like...the biggest Batman nerd ever so you’ve got to be a fan too or else that’s a major deal breaker for me...”
"Hmm...now are we talking the full Batman universe in general or the character himself? Because that will depend on if we sit here for two minutes or twenty minutes."
Jen giggles once more before humming the classic Batman theme to herself while taking another few sips of her wine.
“Oh my God, Jen...you’re perfect...I think I’m in love with you already...”
I instantly realize what I just said and my eyes widen in shock and embarrassment as I take a pretty much empty the contents of my wine glass before re-filling.
“I-I mean...uh...t-that’s cool...”
"Oh...hehe, um, y-yeah it is."
Jen very similarly downs her glass of wine quickly, her eyes racing around the room trying too, I guess think of what to do.
"Um...what is some music you like listening to? Do you like something very..."
Smiling, Jen begins 'humming' (well sort of) a very generically loud thrashing song, head banging a bit which I can't help but laugh at because of the eyes we are getting around the restaurant.
"Or do you like something very..."
Jen then switches to a softer, slower melody as she sways back and forth, looking right into my eyes and taking me on this ride with her. Like it feels as though I could see us on a prom night, everyone focusing on us, and we just slowly dance the night away.
“Well, I kinda like both really...my favourite band is Nightwish who are pretty much like an operatic metal band, not too heavy. But I’m also quite the fan of bands such as Metallica, Slipknot, Avenged Sevenfold along with many, many others of that nature. Hell, I even enjoy a bit of Eminem too...what about you?”
The longer this date is going, the stronger my feelings seem to be growing for Jen. The last time I felt this way...was when I discovered what Katie did for me when I tried to commit suicide, when I finally realized that I loved her. Am I falling in love with Jen now? Is that what is happening right now?
"I would say I'm a fan of whatever is around that is good. In This Moment, Lacuna Coil, and A7X probably have my biggest listens on the rock side, you can throw any country song at me and I'd crank it up in my wanna be pick-up truck which is probably just a small car. The classics, funk, pop, rock, rap, hip-hop, you name it, I've probably listened too and enjoyed at least one song from it's genre."
Jen blushes and before I know it I can feel her leg rubbing against mine under the table.
"What...else do you want to know about me?"
“I-I...um...”
I begin to fan myself down, feeling her leg up against mine is making me feel rather hot.
“Phew, is it hot in here or is it just me?”
"I can feel that heat too, though it probably is just the sexy momma sitting in front of me."
Jen leans over the table, holding her hand against my head to see if I'm feeling hot, but then slowly begins to move her hand down my face. She blushes as she leans in a little closer, her nose barely grazing against mine.
"I'm...this isn't weird, is it?"
I close my eyes as I feel her touch and it fills me with so much passion and love, I don’t ever think I’ve felt this strongly before with anyone that I’ve had a past relationship with.
“I-I thought...that it would feel weird...b-but...it feels so r-right...”
"Stacy..."
Jen grabs hold of one of my hands with her free one not touching my face, now also letting her nose fully rub against mine.
“J-Jen...”
I lean closer to her, our lips mere inches away from touching when suddenly the waiter appears again, his notepad and pen at the ready forcing us to break away from one another. I let out a small cough whilst Jen takes another sip of her wine as I look up to the waiter with a smile on my face.
“Apologies ladies for how long it’s been, we’re very busy tonight and quite under staffed. Are you ready to order?”
“That’s fine, and as a matter of fact yes, I hear that your Spaghetti Carbonara is to die for, so I’ll happily take that please.
He nods as he scribbles my order down, and honestly, I have no damn clue if the Carbonara here is to die for, I just wanted to make it seem as though I’d actually spent a long time looking at the menu instead of focusing all of my attention on the beautiful angel sitting opposite me.
“And what about you, Madame?”
"I'll have what she is having, if that's okay. And can you bring us out another bottle of wine, I think we got through this one a bit faster than planned."
Nodding, he takes note of the order and we hand him our menus.
“Not a problem...”
With that, he then disappears back towards the kitchen area, leaving us both in an awkward silence. After a few moments, I can’t take it any longer and finally chime up.
“S-So...is there a-anything you wanna know about me?”
"Oh...well...I guess something I could ask is what is your history with relationships...if you don't mind me asking. I don't want to upset you by having the past brought up."
Surprisingly, I expected that kind of question to really hit me hard, but it doesn’t. Is it because of how I’m feeling right now? Is it because Jen and I were mere inches away from kissing?
“No, it’s totally fine. I’ve had five relationships during my lifetime. My first was with a girl in high school called Lisa, which lasted a couple of months before she moved to a different country. Then my second was with a guy called Andy, who ended up turning into a violent drunk, that lasted about a year before I finally picked up the courage to leave him...”
I’m so surprised with the lack of emotion I’m feeling right now reminiscing about my past relationships, it’s as if I’ve...moved on.
“Then my third, which was my longest and the only one that resulted in marriage was with a guy called Matt, who is the father of my children. We were married for about five years...then my fourth was with a woman called Tayla which lasted about a year and a half and we were engaged, till she accused me of cheating on her and broke off the engagement...”
Jen rests her elbows on the table and places her chin on top of her closed fists, listening to every single word I have to say.
“And then my latest one was with a lovely, young woman called Katie which lasted a year and we were engaged, but due to some unfortunate circumstances that I don’t really want to go into detail about, we split and she ended up finding someone else...”
Contemplating asking her the same question, I think twice due to her earlier mini breakdown.
“We’re still friends though, which is a good thing...”
"That's a very rare thing with relationships nowadays that end, but if you are capable of keeping that friendship strong, then that is always a great thing. I wish I could say that about the vast amount of relationships I've been in..."
Jen sighs a bit, looking down a little nervously as she reaches out for my hand again.
"I think that's something scary about a relationship with my best friend...I just don't want to screw it all up and ruin things and lose someone I genuinely don't think I can live without."
“Jen, if we do give this a go...and it doesn’t work out, I promise you will never lose me...”
Taking hold of her wrist, I point to both of our friendship bracelets.
“See these? These are more than just bracelets...they’re a bond for life. It’s why I fought tooth and nail to clear my name to you during that debacle that from here on out, I want to forget ever happened because it’s in the past...”
Lifting her head up so she’s looking into my eyes, my face shows a very serious expression.
“But if you don’t want to take that risk of trying to see if this works just in case you could lose me forever, then that’s up to you, honey.”
Jen nods, and after a few short seconds she leans back in towards me again.
"I...I want this...I mean, with how close we have been since day one...this feeling in my chest can't be lying to me about how meant to be this is, right?"
“I feel...the same way too, Jen...”
"And...maybe...we can make this relationship work better than any relationship we've had before."
Jen leans in further, again our noses touching and our lips mere inches away. Please Jen...please do it.
"Ladies, your new bottle and dinner..."
Jen shoots back into her seat, and frustration fills my mind as the waiter sits down a new bottle as well as our meals in front of us.
"I hope you girls are enjoying your time here tonight, and if you need anything further please feel free to call for someone."
“Thank you...”
I smile at the waiter, even though deep down I wish he would just fuck off and stop getting in the way of what I want more than anything from this date right now, Jen’s lips on my own.
With that, the waiter leaves once more and both of us...again...sit in an awkward silence as I pick up my fork and stab one of the pieces of chicken with authority, spinning it a little to wrap some of the spaghetti around it before popping it into my mouth as I wash it down with a swig of wine.
Jen eats at her food a bit frustratingly too, and instead of worrying about her glass, she grabs hold of the brand new bottle and just begins downing it. She slams it back down, going through almost half the bottle, and lets out a loud burp and giggle before going back to eating.
"F-Fucking guy not lettin' me make my moooves."
Both of us let out a little laugh as we continue chatting away, eating our meals and drinking more and more wine, enjoying a wonderful evening. Despite the waiter stopping us on two occasions from actually sharing a kiss.
Well that was certainly not what I expected to come from this evening, and neither did Jen. But I think we can both agree that it turned out to be a success. Who would have thought that we would actually enjoy going out on a date with one another?
Will this lead to something more? I guess only time will tell. I think we both want it too, but who knows.
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So date night was a success despite it being a shock as to who the woman ended up being. At least another plus side over this is the fact that we didn’t need to get a cab to two separate places, meaning the fare was a lot cheaper than it could have been.
It’s been a long time since I’ve had as much fun as I did tonight, and when I think about it, Jen’s always been someone I can count on to make things better. She’s always been there for me in my time of need, as have I for her. Perhaps this whole thing was meant to be.
Opening the front door to my house, we both stumble through it, feeling a tad intoxicated due to how much wine we had consumed on our date. Laughing hysterically over the fact that our drunken naughty selves had been teasing the cab driver all the way back home, I drop my handbag on the floor and begin to head into the lounge.
“Oh my God, Jen...did you see that guy’s face? It was a picture to say the least.”
"Heheeee...he was soooo 'dorable! Mmmm Stacy, c-come dance with meeeeeee!"
She closes her eyes and begins swaying back and forth with her arms outstretched, waiting for me to join her.
“O-Okay...hang on one s-second, though...”
Walking (or at least trying too) over to the CD player on the bookshelf, I pick out my Imaginaerum album from Nightwish and put it on. I skip to the fourth track, the perfect one for a slow dance, and the title of it? Slow, Love, Slow.
As the soft piano begins to play, I saunter over to Jen who is still swaying back and forth, and when the beautiful voice of Floor Jansen begins to sound through the speakers, I take her left hand in my right and place my left hand onto her hip as I finally join her in dancing.
Jen giggles and lays her head against my shoulder.
"Why y-you gotsa be so p-p-perfect?"
Resting my head against hers, I close my eyes and smile as we sway back and forth to the sweet, melodic music.
“I-I could ask the s-same thing about you. I-I’ve never felt this s-strongly about anyone I’ve e-ever dated before...”
"I've...n-never felt so lu..l-luuu...loved. Plus I got a mmm mmmmmmm good sexy girly."
Jen reaches her hands down and grabs onto my ass, her drunken smirk and chuckle probably one of the most sinisterly cute things I've ever seen from her.
“T-Tonight was s-so amazing, Jen...I’ve n-never had so much fun in a long--”
Just then, my speech is stopped by the sudden soft feel of Jen's lips against mine, her head popping up and diving right into my face with the longest, most passionate kiss I think I have ever had with another person. Oh my God, the way she is wrapping her tongue around mine, the way our bodies are meshing together...is this supposed to feel so incredible?
After what feels like forever, she slowly separates from the kiss blushing so brightly, and smiles.
"Fuckin' waiter bastage d-didn't stop me!"
We both burst out laughing and I lose my balance, falling back onto the sofa and because I didn’t let go of Jen, she falls on top of me as we both gaze deeply into each others eyes.
“J-Jen?”
"St...S...Ms. J?"
Jen rubs her hands against my body as her blushing face turns even more red.
“I-I...I love you...”
"You...you d-do?"
Jen's soft smile shines through as her eyes begin to swell with tears.
"Ms. J...I d-don't know how it took me th-this long to realize...I love you too."
Placing both of my hands on the side of her face, I lean forward and we lock lips for a second time. The overwhelming feeling of passion and desire that coarses through my body feels so damn good, I want Jen so badly right now and I never ever want to let her go.
Breaking away from our kiss, I stroke my thumb across her bottom lip as my eyes are burning with said passion and desire and I smile.
“My new Harley Q...”
Jen sticks out her tongue and licks gently onto my thumb.
"Y-You really want silly me as your H-Harley Q?"
“M-More than anything in the world...”
Now the alcohol begins to affect my heart strings as now, I begin to get upset over the past as tears begin to fall down my cheeks.
“You’ve a-always been there for m-me, Jen...t-through every fucking shit storm I-I’ve had to deal w-with...you were the o-one I could always count on t-to help me through it.”
"Well...as much as I have b-been there for you Stacy, the amount of t-t-times you have picked me up...the fact you took me in after Tyler, seeing h-how broken and difficult I was at first...you kept beside me and gave me so much love."
Jen now begins to cry herself as she plays a little with my dress straps and pulls on them.
"I always h-had this feeling we could fall in love, and I know w-w-we jokingly talked about this before...but...I never had hope of this being a reality until tonight. N-Now...I can't get you out of my head...I need you..."
“A-And I n-need you too...I w-want you...a-and I never want t-to let you g-go...”
"Ms. J...I don't know if t-the alcohol is talking here, but..."
Jen pulls her hand back and down on the top of her dress to reveal that red lingerie bra she got the day Elena was born. She blushes every moment as she takes my hand and forces me to grasp onto her covered breast.
"I...I want to start s-something new."
“S-So do I, Jen...”
Both of us now lean into one another and share yet another passionate kiss that signifies the start of what would result in the perfect end to a perfect day.
It’s amazing to think that only just a few days ago, my mind was still wanting Katie back, thinking it would be impossible to move on from her. And now, I’m not even thinking about her anymore, my mind and heart are completely devoted to my new Harley Q, Jennifer Renee Lawson.
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After one of the greatest nights of my entire life, I can’t help but feel that things can only get better for me from here on out. I honestly wouldn’t change any of this for the world, I’m kind of glad that Katie moved on and met Claire and that Tyler and Jen split.
Maybe some people may think I’m being a bit mean, saying that I’m glad that Tyler and Jen split, but if anyone asked her now...she’d probably say the same thing too.
As the morning light seeps into my bedroom through the curtains, I grimace a little before slowly opening my eyes. Turning to my left, a smile slowly crosses my face as I see the beautiful angel lying beside me, lightly snoring in her slumber.
Leaning towards her, I lightly rub my nose against hers before softly kissing the tip of it, causing her to stir a little before she slowly opens her eyes and looks deep into my own with a small smile on her face.
“Morning my sweet chinchilla...”
"M-morning my love dove...what a night huh?"
Jen gives a soft grimace as she readjusts her body and pulls up close against me, scaring me a little at first because I sort of forgot about the lack of extra cloth on both of our bodies under the blankets.
"My head is saying I need to go lighter on the wine..."
Clutching my head as a light headache begins to form, I nod in agreement with her.
“Yeah, same...”
As we lay there in one another’s arms in silence, I look up at the ceiling, thinking about whether last night only happened because of us both being drunk. I know that I still feel strongly about wanting to start a relationship with Jen, but what if she doesn’t feel the same way?
“W-Was last night...real for you? Or was it...just the drink t-talking?”
"Well, I mean...it felt real. The drinking was certainly responsible for things like the silly dancing, the interesting cab ride, and...um...s-some of the things I wanted you to call me last night in this bed..."
Jen blushes, and I certainly know why because she was very...animated with things during our end of the night activities. But that smile slowly creeps back onto her face as she leans in and licks against my lips.
"But last night with everything else was very real, the alcohol just gave me the courage to say to you what I've wanted too since the day we became best friends."
And just like that, my heart begins to race, full of love and excitement.
“I’m so glad to hear you say that...because it was very real for me as well, and everything I said to you last night was real too...”
Jen snuggles closer into me and purrs like a kitty.
"Stacy Marie Jones, will you please do me the honor of taking my heart and being my girlfriend, my lover, and my everything in between."
“I already have...”
I give her a soft kiss on the lips, stroking her cheek as I smile.
"Then...I accept you as mine as well. And as a thank you...I want to allow you the ability to accept Elena as your own daughter."
And as if things couldn’t get any better, they just did at the sound of that. Being able to refer to Elena as my daughter instead of my goddaughter fills me with so much joy.
“I would love to accept Elena as my daughter, more than anything in the world. And you can now also call yourself a mother of three, because Nick and Chelsea are now just as much yours as they are mine.”
"Oh Lord...now, just making sure, there isn't a process I have to go through where I have to pop them out of my vagina do I?"
Jen, I think still having some small effects from the alcohol, giggles like crazy as she hides her cute and silly face away from me.
“Jen, you daft nugget...of course not. I think you should lay off the alcohol for a while, Missy.”
"I mean that was the first time I had a drink of any alcohol since before I found out I was pregnant with Elena, so...I do have some stuff to get used too with it again."
Jen buries her head a bit more under the blanket and into my breasts, and I jump a little as I feel her trying to bite and tease me.
“Mmmm...ooh...seems like someone’s in the mood for round two...”
"Mayyyybe...I mean, shouldn't we?"
Jen then begins climbing on top of me and straddles right over my waist, the blanket covering up most of her but not enough to prevent flashing her bare chest at me.
"Shouldn't we consummate the beginning of a beautiful relationship with a day filled with fun and...mmm, exploration."
Stroking my hands up her thighs and then clutching her butt cheeks, I give her a sexy wink before looking at her beautiful naked body.
“I’ve got no objections with that...”
"Well then, Ms. J...Harley Q is ready to service you and love you...forever."
Jen leans herself further down, pressing her breasts into mine and taking me into a touch-filled, heavy breathed, passionate kiss. Our moans sync with each other as we stare into each other's eyes, the glimmer I can see in her eyes fills me with so much hope...a hope of this being a real eternal love.
After so many attempts...my heart can only hope this is where my journey can finally end. I have never felt so in love with anyone as I do right now, and it’s the greatest feeling in the world.
It's official. I love Jennifer...Renee...Lawson.
