Do not hold it in doubt, i am the true archangel

You must take personal responsibility. You cannot change the circumstances, the seasons, or the wind, but you can change yourself. That is something you have charge of.

Jim Rohn

It’s a cold day here in Canada as I sit here in my leather armchair wearing my black leather trousers and cradle of filth t shirt staring at the fire in the fireplace completely lost in my own thoughts… Looking at the clock I see it’s nearly 11am and Crystal should be returning soon from the store… I have felt restless since I have come back home here in Toronto, Crystal has been a true godsend in this time, she knows how restless I have felt but she has stayed by my side through it all… I did not have the best start in life but I am blessed with the people I have around me now sort of like life is repaying me for past pains that I have endured… I don’t know but as I sit here and stare at the fire my mind wanders back and forth from the fall from grace to its ending and back once again to this week just gone… It’s all been like a blur in a way and I find myself going from day to day trying to keep up with everything in my head… Each and every time I think of the same question…

Seifer: Was it worth it? So many people have asked me that question in the last few weeks and I say each and every time yes… They don’t understand why I said yes, why go through that pain? Why go as far as you did in that match? Why put your life on the line to end something which was not even your fight to begin with? With all of these I say I did it because I could, and no one else was doing so… As has been said before if a good man sits by and does nothing as evil occurs he is as bad as the evil itself… But now what? What do I do now? Well I would have been answering all of those questions the same way if it wasn’t for the actions of one man who sees me as nothing more than a stepping stone for himself to get a position in this company…

I take a deep breath looking at the fire…

Seifer: My opponent casts aspersions on my character which he knows nothing about… I call myself the archangel because I fight the fight that few others will take up, I stepped in for my friend Omega because I didn’t want to see him hurt… I fight for others without a second thought against the evils that are trying to take from them and I am proud of that, as the fall from grace match proved I will put my life on the line for my friends and family… But now I fight for myself… This time I fight a pompous arrogant fool with delusions of grandeur… It makes me sick to my stomach that this man thinks he can use me to get ahead here, I have only been in VoW for a short while and most of that time I was fighting a battle against Myers which to his credit at least he said to your face what he thought about you… Now this other man doesn’t have that…

I take a breath and think a moment to get the right word…

Seifer: Oh that’s right he doesn’t have a backbone… He attacks me from behind after a gruelling match… Nothing but a sneak attack coward and he has the nerve to call himself the true archangel? William Cambridge… You better be ready to back up your words and your quotes because I shall make you swallow them no matter what type of match you come up with…In fact I have something for you a part of a story I know you will not know… The thief Lifted his hands aloft with both the figs, Crying: "Take that, God, for at thee I aim them." From that time forth the serpents were my friends; For one entwined itself about his neck As if it said: "I will not thou speak more;" And round his arms another, and rebound him, Clinching itself together so in front, That with them he could not a motion make. Pistoia, ah, Pistoia! why resolve not To burn thyself to ashes and so perish, Since in ill-doing thou thy seed excellest? Through all the sombre circles of this Hell, Spirit I saw not against God so proud, Not he who fell at Thebes down from the walls! He fled away, and spake no further word… Heed my words of warning Cambridge … For I am the true Archangel Seifer Black… And thou shalt not conquer the Archangel…